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Saturday, May 26, 2007

Broken hearted I am.. But I guess it's alright. Only time will heal. Till I find it.

sH@l_iH!n@12:06 PM
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Tuesday, May 22, 2007

I've been busy as hell this week, skewl werk and all. I am seriously feeling dragged by a train instead of me chasing the train. Get me? If not, never mind. Nobody really understands me anyway. Or at least I claim.

Argh.. !! Haiz, I really need to get rid of my fears. I'm scared of height, etc.,etc. I feel so weak. So cowardly. So loserish. Ketam!

I'm planning not to sleep tonight. I got to push myself. I just got to. Failing is just not option for me although I admit I've failed in many aspects.

Mood =: Lonely reTard

sH@l_iH!n@11:28 PM
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Saturday, May 05, 2007

He's been restless all day due to chemical reactions taking place in his body. His mind too was disturbed. How clotted it was. Thinking around and around with no end in mind.

Well, there's an end but he could see that he wouldn't meet the end. Therefore what goes around comes around. He feels like he has a lot of weight on his shoulders. He's going to dislocate them any time soon. Not unless someone could help him. Not just anyone, but someone who could drive him. Like a confidante.

He's been thinking about it for quite some time. But, he just couldn't bear to face rejection yet again. He did not want to be trapped in anyone's trickery. Also, he did not think she was ready. He made up his mind to let her go just like what he always did. Although he's hurt inside, he didn't mind as long she's happy.

He'll be there when there is a need. He'll continue waiting. Waiting for the right time. Maybe his right time might be too late. But he's relented nevertheless.

sH@l_iH!n@12:46 AM
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Tuesday, May 01, 2007

Ahh!!.. New roster for work is here. I'll be werking on tues,weds,thurs and sun throughtout the month of May.. Penat seh!! Hmm, they should really start hiring people. Hmm.. Looks like I have to squeeze my time. Oh well oh well.

sH@l_iH!n@4:51 PM
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