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Saturday, December 30, 2006

Heard this song on the way to mosque. Reliving the old days.

sH@l_iH!n@2:13 AM
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Friday, December 22, 2006

There is much unexplored side of life that haf yet been unravelled after all these years. It could be a good thing or a bad thing. But, what we need to remember is.. what if... What if the the skies should tumble and fall at the moment when we are doing these things.. Would we regret it? Would we Njoy ourselves in heaven or would we suffer in hell?

Yup! This I got to remind myself. CONSTANTLY. I just wish that when I die, I'd die in a state of peace. Preferably when performing a prayer. Coz when I die, I don't want to be afraid. I don't want to be afraid of crossing over. Death is inevitable. So come prepared. May we be away from the blaze.

Goodbye.

sH@l_iH!n@1:17 AM
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Tuesday, December 19, 2006

So today had an interview with the pizza hut. Decided to write this entry coz before the interview, there was this chinese girl in green. It was raining just now. So, she was at the busstop. I can see her looking at the sky to see whether she shud just walk in the rain. I was already in front of her when I noticed her. As I had an umbrella, offered her shelter by saying:"U need a lift?". Then in my head, what sia lift.. I haf vehicle or wat? But, she understood what I meant so it doesn't matter. She replied "It's okay". However I just held the umbrella above us and asked whether she was in hurry. And that's that.. Arlarmak.. Mistake la, shud had developed sth from there rite. It was my first time so excusable. Next time, I'll make up some strategy. Tactic to bare in mind. So readers.. This is a tip im giving u FOC. Maybe I should like come out with a book "Strategies to catch a fish". Haha.. Im crapping arite. GTG(good to go)

sH@l_iH!n@10:55 PM
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Saturday, December 16, 2006

At this rate I'm going, I might have to scrap the idea of having license. Haiz.. Not scrap totally. Juz later in life ar. I must, I will get a job near home. Last resort, take job further away from home. Right now, I can't really, go all out everywhere to find job coz using adult fare for transport. Better not waste it and wait till I have concession. Reminds me that I got to get ready my resume. Just in case.

This past two days, have been learning cooking from the greatest cook ever, my mum. Everyone will say their mum is the best cook I guess. So far, I've fried noodles and make bone soup(sup tulang). I think I should give myself a tap on the shoulder for doing so well. Haha. I think after learning malay cooking, I wanna learn Italian, German and French cooking. So, I could only offer the best meals for my wife in the future. Hehe..

Juz working my way to be all-rounder I guess.. Okay, I'm off. Back to 5-6km jog. Ahh!! I will time myself tis time.

sH@l_iH!n@5:00 PM
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Friday, December 15, 2006

Hey y'll.. I'm now holidaying already. 2 weeks. Wonder what to do.. Actualli I got sth in mind already. Juz now, I jogged for 5-6 km at my my favourite Punggol Park. It took me around an hour I think. It was all worth it I should say. Except the part for nipple abrasion ar. Always happen for long distance running. What to do ar? I think I put tape on it. Hopefully will solve the problem.

Tired especially after the run. I wonder what the marathon runners out there are thinking. Crazy sia. Totally insane to go to such painstaking effort. For what? Crazy people do crazy things. Maybe should try marathon distance one day to see whether I make it alive or not. Haha.

I must not stop trying. I must be punctual. Wait and see. Just wait and see.. :)

sH@l_iH!n@8:08 PM
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Tuesday, December 12, 2006

All-rounder over-achiever. Is it plausible? But, it'd be good if anyone could ever fit into that category. I want to make that happen. It'll take consistency and great power of will. I will be overly overjoyed even if I'd step on the half-way mark. I feel that the universe can be formed into an equation. The equation is square root of -2. Haha, sure there's error. I think we human can never achieve to such great stage. Coz, we can't even use 50% of our brain let alone 100%. Even Einstein's unification theory has not been able to do so because he never take in consideration of quantum physics.

Digress a bit. My apologies. So, I just want life to be balanced. That's all. Musical, physical, spiritual, intellectual and basically every aspects. It'd be cool wouldn't it? If we think really far, we can only imagine ourselves dying. That's the furthest we can ever go. So, think. Really think. What happens after you die? Ur spirit suddenly die too or juz the body is dead? Mysteries of life. The answer is out there. You got to search the truth.

SNAP!

Back to reality,I'm exhausted. Juz training by triceps more and burn fat. Let it burn! BURN!

sH@l_iH!n@12:35 AM
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Saturday, December 09, 2006

Hi! Yesterday was Friday. Today is Saturday. Tommorow is Sunday. What's the difference between Friday and Sunday? The day of course. Constantly trying to change for the better. Seems like I'm facing some hurdles although I'm on a gentle downward slope.

Yesterday, played pool with my friends. This time around I concentrated harder to ensure win. It paid off by a winning streak. The competitive spirit just kicked in. I know I got only myself to beat. I will beat myself eventually. After that, 'lepak' with Asriman for hours. We cannot only say what we want to do, we must put action. If not, nothing going to happen even when we die.

Mistakes mistakes. Argh! It feels so hard for me to prevent. Now I know that I better back off when I'm sleepy. Furthermore, don't assume please and control your words. Shalihin, it's unhealthy for you. After a mistake made, would the one you hurt forgive you? That's another factor altogether. Hard life. Life is hard. Believe it when I say. Signing out.

sH@l_iH!n@10:16 AM
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Monday, December 04, 2006

Haiyah.. My headphone's mic lose already. Juz bought it like a week ago. Haiz.. should really consider buying schenheizer. Ahax.. like rich like dat. Anyways, yesterday back to gym. So current speed is 13.40m for 2.4km at average speed of 10.4.. Slowly2 to work to the top. So after gym yesterday, hang out at our base to discuss about a feast. Was like planning for 2 hrs. Then, found out 31 Dec is Hari Raya Haji(Aidiladha). Arlarmak. So, cannot see fireworks already.. How now?

Just now I had 2 tests. Hmm.. Kaoz. Expected projection to be sucky. As always ar. I cabut Graphic Design halfway just now. Aha.
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!Reflections
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Now, I've planted myself new code of life. Since I'm a teenager, BGR seems to be a big thing. Well, not to me anymore. I've decided to live by the code of friendship instead. So, if I were to like someone vice versa. Then too bad la. Wait for me to ask my parents to 'masuk meminang'. Wonder if the code will be decoded..

sH@l_iH!n@7:12 PM
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