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Wednesday, December 28, 2005

Today at least got something to do than juz sleep at home. So today, around afternoon, I and my 2 little sisters went to play bicycle and toy car.. WHile my second bro was his motorcycle.. Well, it was quite find to me.. I got to push my little sister toy car.. Haiz, tiring cause I must bend in order to push her.. N that girl so clever as to swerve right and left.. making things difficult to me.. N after that.. Teach Nadia to ride bicycle.. WIth the help of my second bro that is.. Well, she will get it soon enough.. Teaching her made me recall he old memories when I tried to ride.. Yupz,today I tried Need For Speed Most Wanted on the X-box.. It was quite fun. But I hate the stupid cops in the game.. So troublesome.. So many police cars ere after me.. Haiz.. Later at 7, went to Hougang Sport Hall to play a game of Badminton.. Sadly, many did not turn up.. Only Madi,HUda, Fiz, Maya turned up.. But, generally it was okay considering it was only an hour of playing.. Then Madi had to go home and left the four of us.. We went to eat at the food court at Hougang Mall.. I ate the Ice Kachang while they ate the sth.... Well, see here and there for a while and went home.. Well, Juz wanna say thanks to Sumaiyah for the treat and Hafiz too.. hehe.. yupz.. tt's all..

sH@l_iH!n@11:10 PM
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Sunday, December 25, 2005

Long time never blog... Got nothing to write u noe.. Today, i decided to write.. Coz, I want to.. Then wat?.. Each time I read the newspaper, I can't stop myself from seeing the obvious descrimination.. Happening everywhere.. Haiz, so sad to see it.. Wish I could stop all these.. I feel like there's eyes everywhere.. No security no more.. Everyone spying on each and single of us.. Hmm, I'm suffering from paranoia.. Haha.. As if~.. Ya, today went kompang.. Very tired coz the Silat duper the long.. Hmm.. Basically that..

sH@l_iH!n@10:11 PM
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Friday, December 23, 2005

Each time I see my blog. I feel that I should write something.. But I'm clueless right now as what to write. Hmm.. Basically, most probably, will get a job but ard Chinese New Year..

sH@l_iH!n@3:56 PM
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Tuesday, December 20, 2005

Today I waited and waited for the phone to ring.. Wanted to hear from Giant.. I'll wait for another 2 days.. If not, forget it.. FInding other alternatives already.. Muz try to engage an agent instead.. Yupz.. That's my main aim for now.. Today, wasted money again.. Played pool but the atmosphere was not there.. Too warm.. And Burger King meal.. Muz start being thrifty.. geesh.. Can't control money.. THis cannot be happening.. Muz be the other way round.. I'm just waiting and waiting.. Tt's all.. signing outz

sH@l_iH!n@10:16 PM
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Sunday, December 18, 2005

Today I went to kompang.. Many think in our group that we kind off blow it.. To me, I admit it is a blow but it's not bad as we did not even practise.. It is only understandable.. U come unprepared for a paper.. Definately u will fail right.. Tomolo, I'm going to find work.. But, dang my ez-link.. no money.. SIanz got to top up.. Burning my money away.. But, its an absolute necessity.. Wat the heck.. So talk about life again with Asriman.. No one else.. Yeah, i always talk about life.. Teenagers right.. Im contradicting with my own statement in previous post by saying im a matured man.. Haha... Guess, I'm not up to that level yet.. To me life.. Life is a gift. Life is the most precious gift that God have given us.. We must treasure it.. Don't forget the ones who makes who you are.. With life, I think all should do their best to upgrade themselves.. Forever.. Until the day comes when life's up.. In the bus just now.. I got what it really means by the saying "when going gets tough, the tough gets going"..

sH@l_iH!n@7:06 PM
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Friday, December 16, 2005

Where is everyone??

sH@l_iH!n@11:37 PM
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It's time for me to move on once again.. Time to say goodbye to the past and hello to the future.. This time I'm gonna realli expand my circle of friends.. But not forgetting the old ones.. I will not be where I am today without you guyz.. Thankz all.. I really kinda ponder a lot today.. What I wanna do with my life.. Whether I can even qualify for a poly next year.. If so, can my family support me financially? I'm the kind of person who would not want to be a burden to anyone.. I think I'm old enough to repay for what my family had done for me.. Transforming me from a naive little kid to a matured man I am today. Hmm, not to sure bout that.. What's my ultimate plan?? Actualli I kinda haf listed what I want to achieve.. From the long-term to short-term.. My short-term is juz to enter poly and be good in a game of pool.. Let's just see.. Not forgetting that I have to work to really pay all my hanphone bill debt and terminate it.. I guess I have not been a very hardworking kind.. Persisting through the storm to find a job.. But realli, it is hard or at least for me.. My long-term goal is simple.. I just want to set a company on my own.. Perhaps some of you know.. Well, it's not going to easy to make it.. However, I will be determined like a S.A.D man.. As for me, considering which line to go is not a really big issue.. What I do know is that I am going to make a change in whichever line I'm in.. As I learnt from previous mistakes and others, I now realise that you can create miracle. You can turn a small irrelevent object to a wonderment.. To you guys out there, I want you to realise your dream.. Hmm, it makes me think that maybe I should be social worker cause I like to motivate people. Give them the confidence though sometimes I need them too.. Signing outzz.

sH@l_iH!n@2:34 AM
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Wednesday, December 14, 2005

Darn my internet connection.. So lousy.. This is the result of using router you know.. Today woke up at 12 again... Basically nothing happen until I got out at 3 to meet Asriman.. Supposedly agreed to meet at 3.30 at Ramen at AMK.. Then the worst happened... Asriman tried to contact me but to no avail as I did not feel the vibration.. The worst thing was his hp was flat.. What a bull.. I rounded up the place time and again but was out of luck.. I only received a phone call by him at 4.. Tt's like bloody testing my patience and only to find out he's at his friend's place.. I was infuriated.. But upon seeing him, all of that was gone.. Hmm, ironic isn't it? I let it all go... So we ended out not eating out at Ramen but ate at NYP instead.. Juz some wedges and a bubble tea.. But, it was quite fulling to me... So played bowling and pool at Grassroot's club.. yeah... Basically that.. Well, the emotion I got upon entering poly was like I want to move on.. I know that what I want to achieve can't be achieve.. That sort of feeling.. Yeah.. Moving out..

sH@l_iH!n@11:03 PM
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Tuesday, December 13, 2005

Today as usual woke up at 12 pm.. Standard timing for me.. I looked at the four walls wondering what to do today.. So I ate.. Watch tv and ate.. Read up about the traffic and regulations book.. Then, at around 5.30 did Rosmail,Ismadi,Nasri and Fauzan came.. Hafiz Osman continued working at his old place.. I guess it's wise as he had nothing better to do.. Their reason being for coming were to return gadget(multi-tab).. So I invited them in and ended up playing x-box.. I lost to Ismadi..Sadx.. So at around 6.30 when they went home I met Asriman.. Played a game of pool.. To me, pooling rocks for today.. Cool straight ball.. I gained confidence and hit most of the ball with power which true enough effects the level of accuracy.. Almost forgot, went to Magic Wok.. Considering all the other fast-food restaurant, Magic Wok is the cheapest.. But much of it depends on what u choose obviously... That's how I spend my day.. So learn from it.. Do not waste time and money.. Sayonara!!

sH@l_iH!n@9:57 PM
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Sunday, December 11, 2005

It's been 10 long days since I blog.. Hmm, didn't have the drive.. So basically my life is in somewhat aimless... I got nothing to do except for entertainment.. Too much of it already and boring me.. Can't wait to turn 18 soon to see M-18 shows.. Haha. I think that the essence in PG shows are not enough.. I need the uMmM.. Get what I mean.. Dun understand huh? No worries, U'll get what I mean.. Hahaz.. Oh where oh where can I find work.. I'm counting on Giant.. If Giant can't help me, I dun where to seek help.. Hmm, maybe u can.. We'll see... I need a haircut.. My hair is like a bush... Need to trim it... It's getting hot up there.. Not down but up there.. Hehe.. I got a cramp on my right arm.. A lousy 10 pumping cause me a cramp.. How weak I am.. I am not strong.. Haiz.. So sad rite? Well, today my first brother treat the whole family to Ohh La La Restaurant located at Changi road.. The food was Okayz.. Hmm, I think costed around $150. Dunno where he got the money from.. I wonder.. Came out of the blue.. Tt's all folks...

sH@l_iH!n@11:58 PM
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Thursday, December 01, 2005

Today.. I played DOTA with Syafiq Suprang.. Finally, after a bountiful of tries... Thx to Hamachi.. I love the program.. I recommend it to Dota enthusiast as it is easy to use... Even ones wif Routers can work using it.. I accompanied Syafiq Suprang to ICA to extend his passport.. Today, we walked a lot... From ICA building to Beach Road to Bugis to Esplanade to Peninsular.. All the walking makes my head spin.. It's due to the heat trapped inside my thick hair.. That's why.. Hmm, about time for me to cut..As Im typing I could still smell the curry stuck on my hand thanks to eating at the Komalas.. So going to apply for position in Escape with Syafiq and Siswand.. Thanks for pulling me in the application.. Suddenly, I feel that there's hope to find work.. Thanks again ya Syafiq..

sH@l_iH!n@9:23 PM
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