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Wednesday, January 31, 2007

Well, todae I played pool after skewl with the guyz. They tot I was going to do my disappearing act after meeting Hafiz coincidentally. Lol. But, I didn't run away. I somehow felt the friend's presence therefore I never run.

Some of the guys signing up soccer for sports carnival. Ahax, I doubt we'll get through far but hey, anything can happen u see. Which mean got to buy street soccer shoes.

I went home to sleep after that. Met up with Asriman n Hafiz @ NYP. I was lucky as I managed to get all the way into the lab. Random people was around for me to get in the main gate and Blk L labs.

Chatted. Been going home late lately because got no time to lepak while working and all. So, got to sacrifice some sleep I must say.

While going home, I thought that life is fragile. We can die anytime. At that point, I thought that i haven't performed my prayers yet. If I were to die, jialat to me. But, I managed to get home safely but still procrastinating my prayer. I'm saddened for always procratinating it. The works of Syaitan.

I watched this and was inspired. My faith to Allah was tested. I claim myself as a Muslim but how far do I know about Islam. Less than 10% I think.

In this video, is the conversion to Islam of a rapper from Outlawz. I ever knowing so little about Islam am inspired to know more. This video too shows that people are trying so hard to escape from their current state but fools like myself are trying to get into these crappy lives. Why? Why are we not contented by the shelter we have upon us? Our family around us and friends around us? Strange isn't it? True but strange(benar tapi pelik. LOL).

I rest my case for todae. But, I sincerely hope that we take a closer look at Islam be you a Muslim or non-Muslim. I just want we, people, to find the right way and save ourselves before it's too late. May peace be upon you brothers and sisters.

sH@l_iH!n@3:32 AM
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2PAC LYRICS

"Changes"

[1]
Come on come on
I see no changes wake up in the morning and I ask myself
is life worth living should I blast myself?
I'm tired of bein' poor & even worse I'm black
my stomach hurts so I'm lookin' for a purse to snatch
Cops give a damn about a negro
pull the trigger kill a nigga he's a hero
Give the crack to the kids who the hell cares
one less hungry mouth on the welfare
First ship 'em dope & let 'em deal the brothers
give 'em guns step back watch 'em kill each other
It's time to fight back that's what Huey said
2 shots in the dark now Huey's dead
I got love for my brother but we can never go nowhere
unless we share with each other
We gotta start makin' changes
learn to see me as a brother instead of 2 distant strangers
and that's how it's supposed to be
How can the Devil take a brother if he's close to me?
I'd love to go back to when we played as kids
but things changed, and that's the way it is

[Bridge w/ changing ad libs]
Come on come on
That's just the way it is
Things'll never be the same
That's just the way it is
aww yeah
[Repeat]

[2]
I see no changes all I see is racist faces
misplaced hate makes disgrace to races
We under I wonder what it takes to make this
one better place, let's erase the wasted
Take the evil out the people they'll be acting right
'cause both black and white is smokin' crack tonight
and only time we chill is when we kill each other
it takes skill to be real, time to heal each other
And although it seems heaven sent
We ain't ready, to see a black President, uhh
It ain't a secret don't conceal the fact
the penitentiary's packed, and it's filled with blacks
But some things will never change
try to show another way but you stayin' in the dope game
Now tell me what's a mother to do
bein' real don't appeal to the brother in you
You gotta operate the easy way
"I made a G today" But you made it in a sleazy way
sellin' crack to the kid. " I gotta get paid,"
Well hey, well that's the way it is

[Bridge]

[Talking:]
We gotta make a change...
It's time for us as a people to start makin' some changes.
Let's change the way we eat, let's change the way we live
and let's change the way we treat each other.
You see the old way wasn't working so it's on us to do
what we gotta do, to survive.

[3]
And still I see no changes can't a brother get a little peace
It's war on the streets & the war in the Middle East
Instead of war on poverty they got a war on drugs
so the police can bother me
And I ain't never did a crime I ain't have to do
But now I'm back with the facts givin' it back to you
Don't let 'em jack you up, back you up,
crack you up and pimp smack you up
You gotta learn to hold ya own
they get jealous when they see ya with ya mobile phone
But tell the cops they can't touch this
I don't trust this when they try to rush I bust this
That's the sound of my tool you say it ain't cool
my mama didn't raise no fool
And as long as I stay black I gotta stay strapped
& I never get to lay back
'Cause I always got to worry 'bout the pay backs
some punk that I roughed up way back
comin' back after all these years
rat-tat-tat-tat-tat that's the way it is uhh

[Bridge 'til fade]

sH@l_iH!n@2:17 AM
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Sunday, January 28, 2007

Hoobastank in Fort Caning todae. WEll, so what? I'm at home. Today has got to be one of my wasted days. Did nothing much except for usual hang out. Argh.. Haiz. Blank.. Blank.. Blank.. Ah, I seriously need haircut. Now like Bush already. I feel myself stuck. Stranded on an island. Not moving on with the rest of the world.

Crap, crap, lotsa crap. Hmm, I dun noe wat to think anymore. Haiz, it's alwaes the case of that. Argh.. Here I go, scream my lungs out..!!

Yaya.. Whatever.. watever. ok then. outz --->

sH@l_iH!n@11:37 PM
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Saturday, January 20, 2007

Maybe it's just me.. But I was in awe when I stepped into this bus. Jakon. It was cozy I must say. Although, it can't accomodate lotsa ppl. But, COOL la. This bus is 162. Wouldn't haf been into one had not for the extremely long queue for 72.

sH@l_iH!n@1:58 PM
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Thursday, January 18, 2007

Hello.. Back from work again. Tired. I'm getting the hang of it. I think in 2-3 weeks time, it's nothing already. Though I noe I'm slow and stubborn now. But, will work. I wanna get my motorcycle license u see.. Will be registering pretty soon. Lotsa things in my head to achieve my dreams.

Hmm, I'm a dreamer. Somewhat a doer too. Must achieve a doer status.

I wanna chill.. Anyone wanna chill wif me? If u do, tell me aite.

Oh ya.. I forgot.. I got to rush all my project. Submission is all next week. Mati katak lah.. K lah, I'd better start now. If not I won't start at all. K chaoz. C ya. Guten Nite!

sH@l_iH!n@12:24 AM
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Monday, January 08, 2007

What's the word Im looking for here.. Hmm. Aha! Lethargic. That's what Im feeling. So exhausted to the point where I got to skip my lecture. Aha. Now, my neck is kinda aching. Not so bad after playing my guitar. Hmm, is there any particular theory behind playing instrument and pain-relieving? Well oh well.. I know Im kinda whinning right now coz of work. Well, juz started u see. So it takes time to configure myself la.

My life is great now. I see great things this year. I just do. Hmm.. Yosha! Best wishes to all in your endeavours. Gutbye!

sH@l_iH!n@7:47 PM
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Saturday, January 06, 2007

Yeap.. Started work today. It felt like work orite. Overall it's okay. Juz that I'm kind of slow and damn forgetful. Hmm, I should pick up the speed already. I think I know the basic system of it. I hope my friend who's sick join me soon, coz it'll be fun then.

sH@l_iH!n@5:06 PM
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Thursday, January 04, 2007

Well, yesterday while I was waiting for a friend alone, at Nyp Mac's, a guy approached me. At first he said he wanted to talk to me. So, why not? I let the the guy sit on my table to let him talk. Only then did I saw 'holy bible' in his hands which he put on the table. I was like okay. He's a missioner. He's going to psycho me. Aite, I was calm and listened what he had to say. And so called chatted for like 15 mins or so. Well, sorry to say it wasn't that impressive. I can't deny the history before Christ or Nabi Isa are identical. But Christ as son of god? I don't believe that. Furthermore of the over 60 versions of bible and 20+ authors. Human makes mistakes rite? I juz couldn't bring myself to buy that. So sorry. Not being prejudice or watsoever. It's juz my opinion.

To whoever it may concern, take care. I'll be there, juz that u wun realise it.

sH@l_iH!n@10:34 PM
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Tuesday, January 02, 2007

Semalam dilangsungkan pertunangan Abang aku. Insyallah akan bernikah akhir tahun ini. Ya. Malam pulak lepak ngan si Hafiz sampai ke pagi. Dah lama tak bual panjang katakan. Banyak pelajaran yang dipelajari anatara satu sama lain. Bistu, aku balik naik bas. Ngantuk sangat. Aku knock out kat bas sampai terlajak. Dah lah kaki aku melecet sebab jalan pakai capal. Apa punye nasib. Terpaksa jalan balik. Ez-link pun kosong katakan. Dah, tido jugak best. Dah bangun duduk depan com. Tgk ape yang patut aku buat. Harap2, kerje accepted je tomolo. Then, im closer to my dream. Selamatz.

sH@l_iH!n@5:12 PM
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