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Wednesday, August 31, 2005

Today is my poa 2 paper... I did my revision but not much.. I seemed to have improved due to teaching nasir poa somehow.. hmm.. everything happens for a reason but sometimes we just dont know.. we got lot of things to ask but when time comes.. u'll come to know bout it.. so be patient.. juz perservere and strive for excellency... TTFN

sH@l_iH!n@1:36 AM
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Tuesday, August 30, 2005

Yesterday, me and asriman's base have got people.. Out base is located at the playground near ismadi house.. Yesterday, Nasiruddin and Syafiq and Isa tagged along.. It was fun as we share stories... As Isa and us have not been catching up, it's good to know that everything's alright. Today I took my maths paper 2.. It was hard.. I got a lot of questions that I skipped... My strategy turned awry.. I was too slow and I noticed it... In the middle of the examination only then was I on form... But it's too late.. TTFN

sH@l_iH!n@3:45 AM
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Saturday, August 27, 2005

Yo wassup guyz.. I've change my blog skin.. I've made it look kind of plain and in touch with me.. To me, quite ok larz.. I'm sick of the old skin coz like no pictures.. So i added pictures.. Like what they say a picture speaks louder than words.. Which kinda untrue.. Juz now I went to religious class.. Before me and my frenz went to class, we went to the 11th floor of a block.. There, we played with the laser... Haha.. So childish but very fun.. Invading other people's privacy.. That's it.. TTFN

sH@l_iH!n@4:37 PM
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Yes lar... Finally the weekend arrives after the stressful day of prelims. TOday was POA 1 and Geography paper.. I think it's managable considering that I onli studied for around 10 minutes for each subject.. I just hope I don't flung that bad. I dunno but yesterdae was a down day for me... So I clear my thoughts yesterdae.. Due to that.. No studying.. Tonight going to my religious class INSYALLAH... LUST FOR LIFE .. I almost forgot that line.. JUst write to constantly let me aware of it..

sH@l_iH!n@8:30 AM
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Thursday, August 25, 2005

Today's Physics paper 2 was a killer. I could hardly gasp a breath when I was doing the paper. I was suffocating in pain all the time. How could the teacher set such difficult paper? I guess the teachers who set it must be sadist and desperate to see the students struggle. I thought I could fair the my Science but aftr the tragedy.. I guess I muz take back my thoughts. Asriman wanted to go shopping with me.. Not as in the shopping aimlessly but to buy a pair of shoes for his presentation tomorrow. At first I agreed but later backed out.. I thought I would be motivated again to strive for tomorrow but it turned out awry.. So sad.. How I wish take a placebo.. Hmm.. But that's wrong.. It's ultimately the power of the mind which controls everything and a little bit of fate.. I only touch a minor portion of my Mathematics subject.. What the hell am I doing? Why am I throwing my life away.. I want to enjoy my fututre.. I mus do something asap. Tt's it tt's it.. TTFN.

sH@l_iH!n@11:51 AM
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Wednesday, August 24, 2005

Today me took eng prelimz and oral eng "o".. It was disasterous... It have indeed pulled me down as i thought i could do so much better. That's life.. Expect the unexpected yar.. Hmm.. I seemed to be in a daze.. Unknowing of the direction of life.. Aimless... Hmm.. My life is such a dread. I wanna enjoy.. But I know now is not the time.. Maybe after exams I chill out a little.. People warming up everywhere.. Am I a slacker? Guess I am cause a lot of people say so.. From bandmates to classmates to siblings.. Haha.. What is becoming of me.. Yup yup.. Ok larz.. Peace out guyz.. I wish you all the best in your future endeavours.. Byebye... Slamat mlm..

sH@l_iH!n@10:41 AM
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Saturday, August 20, 2005

Today stayed at home all day long. Studied some chem.. And watched Kim Possible the movie just now on the television set. Quite interesting.. Hmm.. That's all...

sH@l_iH!n@9:28 PM
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Wednesday, August 17, 2005

It's so relaxing staying at home when u feel good. Haha.. So good as to have 2 days MC.. Although I'll be missing lessons.. It surely won't beat the enjoyment I'm feeling right now.. It's good to take a break sometimes from the hectic lives we're in. And Prelims is just next week.. I'm not prepared at all... Help me!! Ok ok... Now let's talk about my life.. My life is simple. Simple Life.. Nothing interesting anymore.. So sadz rite? Well... Like this.. I'm going to bother my friend larz... Luckily got a friend you can count right.. Okay lar.. I want to take a bath.. I wonder what my class are doing right now... It's not I make a big difference in the class.. I somehow feel I miss schooling.. Ahh!! Miss For what?? I got to go to school tomolo.. SOB SOB..

sH@l_iH!n@9:08 AM
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Tuesday, August 16, 2005

Do you believe that everything happens for a reason? After watching SIGNS last night, I think that everything happens for a reason. That true isn't it? Although we sometimes can't give any explanation as to why things happen, there is always a reasong behind it.. Like my life now.. Without any distractions.. Actualli there is but not major ones... My ulcer is getting bigger. Damn it. N my english '0' level oral is like nex week.... Hmm.. there must be a reason behind it.. Okay lar.. Can't type long2.. Tired.. Tata..

sH@l_iH!n@6:50 AM
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Sunday, August 14, 2005

There's a whirlwind inside of my head.. Im recovering.. Now my temperature not that high... I can't sleep well last night... Unknowingly while I was sleeping, my Grandmother put medicated oil on my head.. When I went conscious.. I could smell the something.. I somehow recognise the smell... So I thought it must be the spot where I was sleeping that smells... I went inside my brother's room and the scent followed.. Hmm.. Then I realised my pillow smelled... Then I pushed away my pillow and continued... I woke up again and went to my Grandmother's room to sleep.. That was when I confirmed that she was the one who caused the smell.. I pretended to be asleep and felt her hand rubbing my head.. I was touched... Hmm... Then she like message my feet and my back and put on her socks for me.. In the midst of her trying to make me feel better, there's also my mother who gave me PANADOL... All I want to raise is to appreciate ur family.. At around 6 am.. I quickly take a bath coz I can't stand the smell.. Tt's all..

sH@l_iH!n@4:53 AM
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Friday, August 12, 2005

Prelims in 11 days time only.. I'm panicking... Hmm.. Wah.. Suddenly when exam come. A lot of distraction also draws in.. Haix... I got to concentrate.. If not ar.. Bye2 to me.. I dun haf a choice man... It's either i do veri well or veri well.. Tomolo's I'm taking my ML result.. Dun worry guyz... It's going to be as I expected. Hmm.. so sianz got to retake my ML paper.. Got to be super serious lar.. Muz set aside my time properly.. Hmm.. Lots of things happening... Can't describe it..

sH@l_iH!n@12:17 PM
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Thursday, August 11, 2005

Shudn't have went out today.. Wasted a lot of precious time to catch up with my studies. Hmm... I did the same routine. I shan't tell you coz u'll fall asleep. Like brother beside me saying "Everyday I write the same thing".. Haha.. What the hell man... I hope evverybody's fine... Ok.. Chaoz... BLANK.

sH@l_iH!n@1:41 PM
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Wednesday, August 10, 2005

Today is national day.. Well, didn't celebrate.. Arghh!! So boring...

sH@l_iH!n@2:27 PM
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Tuesday, August 09, 2005

Today is the National Day Eve... Hmm, what can I say about today. Let me recap. Firstly, I went to school. The usuals of creeds and blah3.. Then went to hall and was so cramped like a can of sardines.. Hmm.. There, I quite enjoy the singing.. I began to get irritated when I heard piercing sound from the u noe.. Can't tell.. Dun want to hurt anyone ya.. Let you in suspense. Hmm... then finally managed to breathe some fresh air at the parade square.. I quite enjoy it though.. Not coz of the matches but talking to Farhan,Huda and Sumaiyah.. Talked lots of junk but fun. Then.. It started to rain all of the sudden.. It got heavy.. Well, some ppl picked up the trash in the parade square and I thought it was great. But, I think people should be more responsible for their own trash.. It reflects badly on the school.. Good school indeed... Then, we were officially dismissed. Went home with Marcus.. Then waited for my mum at the busstop who was from a shop near my school... Then... Tried to cook speghetti wif my sis.. Didn't turn out too good. Haha.. But what to do.. Cook a lot already.. Juz eat larz.. Muz spare a thought to those in need on food. I think thats about it. At nit3.. Watch IT... Thank you Liyana for reminding me.. Okiez... Close shop.. Cheerio..

sH@l_iH!n@1:51 PM
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sH@l_iH!n@5:34 AM
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Monday, August 08, 2005

A LUST FOR LIFE... will be my new motto... I decided to blog early today.. I need help wif my studies.. Help me.. Where can I find help.. I noe.. The teachers.. Haha.. I will start buggin' them for my own sake. Muz follow my motto already. Haiz.. somebody entertain me.. So sianz.. Today not going out.. WHich is a good and bad thingy.. So sianz sit at home.. Nothing to do.. Got things to do but never do... Okay lar.. I go take a bath then pray then chemistry... Cheerio.. Arios.. Au revoir... Sayonara

sH@l_iH!n@9:56 AM
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Sunday, August 07, 2005

Today... i wasted my time again by playing pool at 6... Hmm.. @ first, the match was a tie... It was okay but not my best. I believe I can do better than currently.. Muz practise.. Khekhe... Well.. then head to Naeem to pray... Then went through Heartland Mall and took MRT to go to Cp.. Went to buy Roti Boy and ate instant noodles... Budget... There sit down on an open space.. Talk2.. After that went back pool.. This time I definately won.. haha.. 3-2.. hmm.. Muz concentrate hard in order to win.. bye bye..

sH@l_iH!n@2:44 AM
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Saturday, August 06, 2005

Today is the 60th anniversary for my school. For me it was okay... I became the audience. So boring.. If I had known, I'd perform rather than sitting and wasting time. As I listen to power 98 now, I write.. Why did I write that? Dunno where it came from.. Nv heard radio for a very long time. I remeberd vividly when I was so into the radio was when I was in Primary 6. A1 was on top of the chart then.. Liked the band coz the gurl whom i used to admire liked it too.. Hehe... Im digressing right now.. Back to the topic.. As I was saying.. After everything was almost over. The 5ns started the tau pok thing. Then came the cheers.. I wasn't into it though.. I never participate therefore I don't get the fun... Y didn't I invovle myself.. I dunnoe.. "Siapalah kita?" Hmm.. that's what i heard from Hafiz's mouth for quite a number of times.. I began wondering.. It's true what he said... That's all.. nitez all.

sH@l_iH!n@2:08 PM
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Friday, August 05, 2005

Today my flag is at half-mast. Something happened. Well.. I went for CIP. It was a very short activity picking up trash at east coast. I find it quite fun.. Juz being on the beach.. Long time never go to beach to juz enjoy the sea breeze..Haiz.. In bus the bus on the way home.. My class play the bomb game. I never participated.. Noisy... I wonder what the bus driver mustbe feeling right then.. Went home and my 60th skewl anniversary shirt badly done by me.. No time fixing the shirt... Well, went to meet Asriman and played pool. I'm super lousy.. Distracted by the phone and thinking. I've finally got on with my life.. It's what Asriman said.. Poly.. The way to go.. hehe.. Then I went home writing my entry feeling guilty in a way and I hope everyone's alright. Sorry to anyone I've hurt.. Leave it to fate...

sH@l_iH!n@1:00 PM
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Thursday, August 04, 2005

Today.. Everyone in my school was involved in the 60th anniversary..It was a long day..Had 2 wait for what seemed to be an eternity. I didn't perform for the band though..Slack..I'm busy.. Got lots of things to do recently. It's already time for me stand down. I'm so old already. Can't continue forever right. During the whole thing there's a part when the school were required to cheer. Guess what.. the boys from my class got to stand in front of everyone and exhibit the stupid cheer.. It goes.. "umm.. ah ah.. umm..ah ah..".Hey,don't have dirty thoughts okay.. Well, actually I quite enjoyed the attention.. Hehe..That's me.. Desperate for attention at times.I even have the desire to be in a rock band and perform in front of a large crowd..Hope it'll come true..Hehe.. I think..That's the only highlight of the day.. Chaoz guyz..

sH@l_iH!n@11:44 AM
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Wednesday, August 03, 2005

I had a stupendous dream while taking my usual nap just now.. It's a secret. Can't reveal to anyone. Hmm... if only my dream could comm true. But, what about...? hmm.. I wun be happy then.. Well.. I see the future in the future... Ok.. I want to do my homework now. If I never start. I wont be able to reach my extreme.

sH@l_iH!n@9:04 AM
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Tuesday, August 02, 2005

I'm now desperately entering my blog. Now,I'm in a fast. Every second to me count. I got to finish up doing my cme project and I got to complete my ss. Juz now, I went to 'Badai Semalam' bookclub. It's a Malay thingy. Went there without prior knowlege of the story. The turnout was not well-received.Only my and sgs school turned up. It was okay. It teaches me a lot of succeeding. There,she talked about time management. That is why I can't waste time.

sH@l_iH!n@10:40 AM
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Monday, August 01, 2005

Today, wasted lots and lots of time on the chart. I was so frustrated upon searching for the information needed. So much so that I resort to screaming and banging objects surrounding me.. Hehe, how violent of me... Psycho man.. Moreover, I forsake my time of spending time with my friends to finish up. The end result is that I find it quite ugly. The colour of the pictures I printed got stripes juz like zebras. It's due to the shortage of ink of my printer. I decided that I got to do a good job and therefore got to postpone till tomorrow to make it more convincing. Yeah.. After this, I got to finish up my ss homework, do some mathematics. And I think I wanna take a shower. Instantaneous pressure is running me. AhH!!! Give me the power!! From today on, I'm going to kick some bad bahaviour of mine. Must.. Hate is everywhere... I can feel it from every direction. I hate hatred. Chaozz..

sH@l_iH!n@12:27 PM
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