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Saturday, September 24, 2005

Today is friday... And Friday is p.e day.. Hmm, my p.e lesson was divided 2 main grps.. One soccer, the other is gym.. If it was a few years back.. I wud definitely go with soccer.. But now, my interest seems to be astray.. So I went to walk 2 rounds ard he school with Marcus and then to gym.. Hmm.. I miss running and carrying weights.. Now my hands quite numb already... Haiz.. I am a result of being a non-active person.. Haiz.. At nite, I went to play DoTa instead of attending my religious class.. Hmm, I find the game boring already.. Useless.. Not going to get me anywhere.. But I just do because I wouldn't want to miss out with my friends.. I believe we'll be friends for life.. Hope so... Say it's been 7-8 yrs already.. So what am I to do now?? Still searching for meaning.. Where is my inspiration? Right under my nose?? Hmm.. but I don't find any.. Hmm.. I think I haven't look deeper.. Realli tired ar... My body wants to rest but I don't want to... So sianz.. Sleep also not great... Coz it's not reality right.. What are dreams for when they are not going to be achieved.. So what do I want to achieve? Well, I want to be businessman.. And Singapore is depending on that industry to survive.. With the I.R.. What can I benefit? Should I migrate.. I wonder where to go to.. So now I'm aiming just a poly.. Y not Jc? I know, Coz I'm not confident of my results yet and that I don't think University is affoerdable for me right now.. I don't know whether to go prom night.. Most probably I won't be going.. Can always meet up some other time.. I know it's a once in life time event but..

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